Much To My Disappointment .

I am so bored staying at home for such a long time . I think I've had enough of holidays . And so I thought I'm going to start Uni in early May . But I thought wrong . They are going to start at the end of May . So , I have like another 2 more months . Why lah that long ? . I'm sick and tired of doing nothing at home and wasting my time doing unnecessary stuff . Thank god my mom is home to keep me company . :) . *sigh* .

P.s : My brain is so karat that sometimes I even forget what I had eaten for lunch or dinner and it's only have been 5 damn minutes . =_________='' .

Bad Sign Much ? .

I received my offer letter from UniRazak today .

Yes , I enrolled myself already .

But only today I received the letter .

And so when I was doing something in my room my mom called out to me .

She was reading the letter while I was in my room .

She said Aliah , did you noticed what course they are offering to you here ? .

I said accountancy lah kan ? .

She said they're giving you business and administration .

I was like what ? . :O .

My mom was on the phone straight away and thank god the woman said ''oh , sory . It's a mistake , I'll asked them to send back to you again'' .

When she was off the phone . ( my mom ) . I asked her '' Is this like a sign ? . That this Uni is bad ? . ''

:O .

If it's a goverment Uni it's like typical lah for this kind of problems to occur but for a private Uni ? . ;l .

Alhamdullilah , I passed . :D .

I passed .

My driving test .

I had to retake it today .

I know I'm lame cause I had to take it twice . =______='' .

I had to only retake my jln raya test .

The JpJ women failed me because I forgot to turunkan the handbrake and that stupid car can still move .

Yes , Pelik bin Ajaib .

But Thank Allah . I passed .

Hehehehe .

I was praying like hell that I will not get a woman like my previous test , who failed me .

And then suddenly this JpJ woman went out from the office and called out number 5 ( which is mine ) .

And that was the moment my heart sinked to the pit of my stomach .

Literally .

So I smiled like nobodies business , and followed her .

When I was in the car I asked her .

Can I cabut my kasut ? .

I'm used to not wearing shoes . And she said NO .

I was on the verge of running like mad out of the car and never look back .

But I calmly said okay .

Gosh , how terrifying .

And she started lecturing me if I don't put my shoes on what will happen lah and so forth .

She said kaki tersepit nanti mcm mana ? .

Bahaya tau . (ehem ehem ) =______='' .

But she was okay .

She wasn't that scary .

She's a nice lady .

But she has this intimidating aura .

But I guess all of the JPJ people are like that aite ? . Lol .

So yeah I was in a euphoric mood all day today . :) .

Random Much ? .

I'm getting malas-er and malas-er by day .

I'm so bored .

It has been almost 5 months that I am stuck at home .

Sedih okay .

I'm going to start college in a months time .

And then , there is no turning back .

HOHO .

:O .

P.S : I am excited no doubt for the learning part and also the money part .

Hehe .

Movie Review . :D .

Edge Of Darkness .

It was so dull that I almost went out of the cinema .

It was so slowwwwwww .

There was not a lot of actions but more of talking/dialog .

No cute guys to whoosh u away .

I don't recommend you guys to watch this .

But , if you are a Mel Gibson fan you might like it because of him or you might hate him because of the movie .

:D .

Rating: 3/10

I Am So Happy :D .

I was skeptical about this University .
It's a private Uni named Uni Razak .
I thought this place was so like chokiah and ramai Chinese .
But it turns out they are like the boutique Uni of Unitar .
Cool heh ? .
The place is so modern and new .
Which is cool .
And it's located in Cap Square .

And.......( drum roll ) .

I enrolled myself in it .
My mom yg really wants me to masuk the U cause of its Macpa and stuff .
And because of my SPM result they even offer me partial scholarship .
Okayyy , it's not like the other students yg which dpt penuh , but I was really thankful I got it .
From 50k my mom just have to pay 30k .
40 percent off .
:) .
So thank you Allah for atleast letting me pursue my dream without any complications .
Insya-Allah .
:) .

This Is Totally Random .

I've been noticing that these days ramai teens our age die young .
This is scaring the hell out of me .
Is this a sign ? .
?___? .

Movie Review . :D .

Green Zone .
Okay this movie didn't get like any big publicity .
I know about this movie pon because I watch the trailer on youtube .
And I was glad I watched it .
This movie shows what the REAL Americans look like .
How they deceived the world .
How they kill innocent lives for nothing .
I felt bad for the Iranians .
I hope all this hatred will stop one day .

Rating : 8/10

Movie Review . :D .

Remember Me .
As usual Robert Pattinson was dashing .
My friend said he looked like he hadn't bathe in years .
Haha .
His acting was great .
I could feel his pain about his brother's lost .
I kinda knew the ending before even watching the movie so I wasn't that shocked .
He died .
Yes he did and it was because of 9/11 .
His death was a bit weird cause the story had nothing to do with terrorist and stuff .
So yeah it was a shocker to whoever was watching .
It is a bit slow .
And the story I guess is about family .
A movie for someone who is madly in <3>
At least these people won't realise how slow and dull it is .

Rating : 6/10

Movie Review . :D .

Alice In Wonderland .

Johnny Depp is the Mad Hatter ? .
Yeah he suits well with the character .
The story line is weird and totally weird .
But it was colourful and cute .
A bit on the funny side .
But that's all to it .
Oh yeah , I guess what the story wants to tell us is that nothing is impossible .
I kinda agree , it is just that u must have a wild imagination to achieve the impossible .
:DD .
A movie not to be missed if u like weird and colourful characters .

Rating : 5/10 .

I Dunno .

I don't like the colleges that my mom had chosen for me .

It is UTAR , UNITEN , BAITULMAL .

Sedihnyaaaa . :( .

The Best Bimbo Award Goes To....

I couldn't stop laughing when I listened to this convo between my mom and sister . This was during our trip to Singapore .

Sis : Ma , Starbucks kat sini halal ? .
Ma: Tak tahu . Have to tanya aunty Uni nanti .
Sis : Why ? . Tak halal because they use susu babi ? .
Ma: *looked at her* . *LOL* .
Sis: *looked at us wondering why we were laughing like hyenas* .

All of us laughed like hell . Gosh , my sister is so weird and clueless .
Oh and btw , Starbucks kat SG tak halal because of the food I think . So , we end up drinking coffees at Coffee Beans . :DD .

I Will Always Remember This Sad Gloomy Night .

YOU don't know what I have to go through , then why judge and take sides ? .
You said you understand but you still make me feel sad .
Why ? .
I've tried explaining to you but you shut me out and you always think that you are 'right' .
For once stop criticizing me and look at yourself in the mirror .
Learn to understand my feelings better .
I am not like any other people .
You know how I act , you know how I behave .
Why can you accept me like how I have accepted you for who you are .
Maybe I have done wrong(s) here and there but I am only human .
And I am definitely not perfect .
For once , act like someone I can respect .

:'(

I just want to sleep forever and not suffer in this world anymore .

=______='' .

"Sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga'' .
This peribahasa suits me well .
=_______='' .
I feel so sad that I just wanna die .
Seriously .

Full Of Regrets .

I'm disappointed at myself .
And if I was somebody else , I will shout at me , YOU DUMB ASS ! .
Boo Hooo .
Haihhh .

P.S : Jpj's test tommorow . Insya-Allah pass . Amin . :O .

My Thoughts On The Subjects That I Took .

Bahasa Melayu : .
As you guys know ( or some ) . My malay suck like hell . Org bukan bangsa Melayu pon lagi 'terer' . Ckp tunggang terbalik mcm org india pon ada . Only Allah knows how 'good' I am at it .

English : .
Sgt HEBAT (coolios I must say ) . Sbb masa exam SPM , I was staring into space ( duduk termenung mcm teringat kan Boypren ) , sbb idea tak keluar or like how the matsalleh says it 'writer's block' . So ! , I was literally writing crap . Idioms satu pon takde . Ye ye as what my friend told me , ''it's the most important thing masa nak buat essay'' . Oh saya memang 'bijak' . Thank you very much .

Mathematics : .
Tak teringat pula what I did masa exam . But I think it was OKAY . Insya-Allah . This one , I really did my very best . ;) .

Accounts : .
Subject nie memang paling HEBAT ! . Paling MAHAL . Paling LAMA . Paling BEST . And Paling TENSION . As you guys know ( or probably some ) . I was a science student . hehe . But masa Form 4 ( dah akhir tahun ) , my parents and I realised that memang 'fantastic' my results for that year . So , masa form 5 , I changed into accounts class . Memang mahal tuition tak terkira .
The amount yg my parents had to pay for my acc tuition memang sure as hell boleh masuk private school . Serious , no kidding . It costs thousands . Memang malu and kecewa tak terkira kalau acc dpt truk . Kesian my parents . Jadi Insya-Allah . I have faith in this subject .

Science : .
I think standard six student pon will gelak habis-habisan kalau tgk ape yg I jwb . HOHO . I think it was the 2nd question . They asked yg hormone2 ape tah kluar dari what gland ( and I memang baca nie habis-habisan ) I jwb its the gland yg situated at the throat and there's another answer (the correct one) which is somewhere at the vagina . Coolios I must say . Memang TAKDE harapan jadi doctor . HOHO . So , science ? . Haha . Tawakal lah kat Allah . :D .

Agama : .
I think I revised and studied agama . But I'm not that sure anymore . =____='' .

Ekonomi Asas : .
''Awak nie sepuluh kali saya ajar , tak ingat2 jgak'' . ''Haihhhh'' . This is what my tuition teacher told me okayy . And banyak kali plak tu and ni bukan case nak buat cikgu sakit hati okay . Haha . Since E.A nie mcm sejarah . Susah sgt nak ingat . Bnyk sgt menghafal . But I think I have mencurah2kan semua ilmu yg ada about E.A on that paper . Haha . So , fingers cross kay cikgu . Haha .

Sejarah : .
I think I cipta-ed my own sejarah . Haha not all lah (kot ) . Haha , but I was mostly crapping . Haha . Sape tak kan ? . Semua org nak cipta sejarah sendiri . Betuk tak ? . hoho .

And rite now , the ONLY thing I can do is TAWAKAL .

P.S : What a long post aite ? .
Haha , sukatilah .
My blog .

Only Allah knows how much butterflies are fluttering away in my stomach .
Nothing can describe how scared I am .
And rite now , I know only Allah can help me .
I guess the main reason why we are scared to death is not because we are THAT scared of disappointing ourselves . BUT OUR PARENTS .
The look on their face .
It can either be joyous or disappointment .

I read this somewhere in Facebook , and it is really true .
''Nak ambek result lebih dasyat dari nak ambek the exam'' .

Memang betul sgt .

Okay , have to stop now .
Before I burst out crying or I'll start vomiting on my laptop .
:( .

I Want To Freakin Vomit And Die ! . Wallah .

Saya mahu tidur .
Dan lupakan kegelisahan hati .
Insya-Allah saya dapat semua A untuk SPM .
Amin ! .

Movie Review . :D .

From Paris With Love .
Jonathan Rhys Meyers , omg !! .
Haha . He is so hot .
And I like John Travolta's acting .
It was laid back and funny .
The movie itself is hilarious .
But , I must say there is a lot of cursing .
If they sensor the movie .
We might as well watch a mute movie .
Haha .
There were A LOT of cursing I tell you .
I love the action and comedy in the movie .
But ONE particular thing I hate about this movie is what they are trying to convey .
It's like they are showing us that the Muslim people are all terrorist .
Heh .
Anyways , it is definitely a movie to watch .
Just for the fun of it .
:DD .

So Malas !!! .

Tomorrow I'm going to have my driving class .
Heh . So malas !!! .
Before that , in the morning ada class ngaji .
So malu nak TYPE out loud . Hehe . =____='' .
I don't want to sleep early but I have too .
Nanti masa driving takot zZzzZzzzZ .
Haha , I doubt I will , takot okay bawak kereta and its gonna be bloody hot plak tu .
And mlm we will be watching From Paris with Love .
Satu hari mcm takleh hectic lagi kan ? .
It's like I have all the days in the week , but they just have to make plans on the same day .
Haihh .
Great :D . *sarcastic smile* .

And today I told my mom I want to attend BC , haha cause I just realised my english is so truk .
Mcm dah berkarat .
Ada je spelling error or grammar mistakes .
Its not that I don't speak english at home but entah mcm otak berkarat dah .
And you know what she said , ma ajar lagi bagus . Haha .
=____='' . But ma garang . Heh .
:PP .

Movies That I Truly Badly Wanna Watch .

The Last Song .
Dear John .
Clash Of The Titans .
Iron Man 2 .

And bnyak lagi , but I kinda forgot .
Heh .
If i remember I'll update again .
:D .

Random much ? .

At last , I finished The Last Song Novel .
To finish it was a little bit tricky as I was reading quite a number of books at that time .
Hah .
So at last , habis pon .
I almost cried reading the last few pages .
It was really sad .
I hate sad endings .
:(
And to tell you the truth , there were only two books which managed to make me cry or almost make me cry .
The first one is The Gift and the second one is The Last Song .
:D .

Movies That I Watched On February 2010 .

My Name Is Khan .
The Wolfman .
Percy Jackson and the lightning Thief .
Valentine's Day .

The BIG List Of What I Am Going To Do After SPM .

So here goes :

If my result turns out great InsyaAllah .
I will either go to college or a University .

If my result turns out bad . ( InsyaAllah tak ) .
I'm going to kill myself .
Seriously .

If you guys want to know whether I dah think ahead ke tak ? .
Yeah I did .
And these are my plans .
:)

:O .

I realised that I am just a speck in this world .

Kuantan Trip .

The Journey to Kuantan took us about 3 hours .
It was a little dull , as the only thing I can see was trees and more trees .And freakishly HOT .
And I did not see lots cows much to my disappointment .
I really like COWS! .
The hotel was beautiful .
We stayed in Hyatt Kuantan and the hotel was overlooking the beach .
The sand was like powder .
I wanted to play at the beach all day long but it was like so hott that I had wait until petang .Here are some photos of the beach and the hotel .
:DD .
I really do want to go back there .
:D .