Day 3 .

It is now 2.18 in the afternoon . I was supposed to go out today but Aishah can't make it . What a bummer .

I really wanted to go out today and shop . Thank god mummy said let's go shop tomorrow . At least I can go buy the flats that I had been eying on since last months . I wanted to buy the flats but since I still have so many shoes that I have still not worn , mummy will surely make noise .

I want to organise a sleepover this weekend but I'm not sure whether they can make it or not . Erk . I'm bored . Please jadi . Pfft .

I've been thinking about weird stuffs again . I dunno what's wrong with me . It's scary to have that kind of thoughts . I think it's a phase . I will just have to endure it for the time being .

P/S : I'M BORED . :/ .

Day 2 .

I fasted again today .  I wanted to go out but there was no car for me to use . So yeah I'm bored . 


Oh yeah , I lost 2 kgs . Yay me . Alhamdullilah . Another 23 more kgs to go . :) .

Semester Holiday , Day 1 .

I am going to write everyday for this semester holiday to keep me occupied and not bored . So here goes .

Yay , I am on a holiday now . Cant't wait to keluar with friends and stuff . But what's holding me back is that I am a 'driver' now . Yes , a driver . I have to pick up my sister my dad , thank god my mom tak payah . Pfft .

Anyway , I am going out this Wednesday with Aishah, Insya-Allah . I still have yet to go out with Syaima and Nik . And I will make sure I go out with them . I miss them loads .

I want to freaking shop . Since I've negotiated with mummy about my allowance and she said yes to it even its a holiday . Yay me . So , I think I can save up money to buy shoes or go outings with friends . Double yay . :P .

I am praying hard that I get to be in Dean's List . INSYA-ALLAH . I seriously want it . I want to prove to not only everyone but myself . After the SPM disaster my self-esteem needs some boosting . :( . Its okay . I kinda terima what I had gotten even tho I am very much disappointed in myself . But I asked for it by not studying . So I am very grateful to Allah . :) .

Oh and I am fasting today . Insya-Allah takde half-half cause I want to muntah or watsoever . I have to be strong . :) .

Eh The Writer Is Still Alive ? .

I am so stressed up lately that I have been thinking of such awful stuffs that I can't get it off my mind .

This week is an exam week which is also an adding factor to my stressful-ness .

I am done with English exam , but there are still two papers left accounts and marketing .

Help me god with Marketing .

It's like studying history but it involves businessy thingys .

Blergh .

Nobody reads this stupid blog anyway(s) .

I am so annoyed rite now and I dunno why . =.='' .

STUP much ? .

Here I am in the library , annoyed, frustrated and irritated .