:'( .

     I couldn't even begin to describe it . I'm hungry as hell right now , but I really don't feel like eating . I don't want to do anything anymore . I just want to bawls my eyes out and sleep . :( .

What Happened ?

    That was funny and it was only a joke . In fact it was only between us , there wasn't anyone else to see it or torment you with . And you cried ? . Am I the one here is not being sensitive or is she the one who is over-reacting ? . Now I'm confuse . It's common lah to do jokes between siblings and its common for sibs to just laugh it off , but it's uncommon running away crying and sulking . Okay , maybe I was too much but still I am at lost here . Was I really bitchy ? . But it was seriously JUST A JOKE . Oh well , it's her loss . I think I won't do as much joke as I had wanted to anymore . Haih .

Happy Halloween ! . :D .

      Ya, Allah it is not getting any better but it is getting worse . Insya-Allah , its nothing :( .

      And oh yeah , we watched Ghost Whisperer like oh so many episodes until I totally lost count . LOL . It was for Halloween Special . I watched it with my sister and it was awesome . Mummy fell asleep after few of the episodes , lol . :D .

Not to forget Happy Halloween peeps ! . :D .

Random .

    I slept the whole day again . I hate that . :( . Haih . Maybe we are going out to One Utama later . Oh nais . :D . I really want to eat something with a soup in a bread thingy . :D .

Surreal ? .

Tornado hitting Malaysia ? . Woah this is scary , I wonder what will happened if it hits KL . I just pray to god , it won't . :O .

Sigh .

Went to the Women's Specialist Clinic today , and before I can even get into the clinic I saw the doctor going out to her car . Oh What The Heck , I just have to wait till monday .


I slept around 3 and I woke up around 12 and now I am still SO SLEEPY . What is wrong with me ? . Haih . :( .

Should I ?

I am still in pain . Mom said she is going to take me to the doctor for the second time tomorrow . Nervous =.='' . But now I have to focus on my Finance Quiz . Oh yeah :( .


P.S : Just came back from pavi , the movie takers is alrite :) .

Friday Morning . :)

    Just came back from having breakfast at Chawan . Okay , menggedik gila orang-orang kat Bangsar . Haha , I hate looking at their faces . =.='' . Maybe they were hungry , lol . 


    Last night after having dinner at Plaza Damas , I watched TV until I fell asleep with my make-up still on my face . So not good for this oh so not perfect skin . Haih . I was even wearing my contact lens when I fell asleep . Yeah , you can imagine , when I woke up to pray , my contact lens were sticking to my eyes like as if it were glued to it .


    Oh , and what is with The Big Bang starring Miley Cyrus ? . Is it a song ? . I saw it on E News last night and I was pretty curious about it . :O .


    Oh my it is almost 1 o'clock now and I haven't started doing anything with my assignments . Heh . =.='' . And I know I won't be doing anything tonight as tonight is family night and we usually go out for dinner at pavi and watch movie straight after . Oh well , I must start finishing up my assignments then . :( .

Hello again . :) .

   Geez , has it really been two months ? . Like seriously ? . Wow , 2010 is moving way too fast for my liking . Still the same ol' me . Except for my disorder I guess . It's getting much better Alhamdullilah , it is still there , lingering at the back of my mind and causing me fear but it is some how manageable . :) 

  It has been 2 months since my first sem exam , and Alhamdullilah , even though I didn't get 4 flat as I had wanted , I still managed to be in dean's list with a pointer of 3.83 . :D . I am grateful of course , very actually . It was totally a confidence booster after my SPM tragedy , a come back I must say . Hehe . My second sem final is in a month's time . It will come in a flash . LOL . Wish me luck , I'm gonna try my best even though Finance Sub.  is a little pain in the ass .

   I am still as fat as a bear would be , lol . Still have not managed to shred the pounds :( . It is okay , I will still try and try and try . It is already maghrib and I am gonna go and pray now . Hehe . :) . Oh yeah , and I tell myself I will start writing again if I have the time . :) .