Proud .

*Smiling proudly at myself* .
I managed to finish one chapter despite being infront of my lappie .
Weee ! . :)
(I'm reading sejarah btw) .

I Hate Lazyness .

I woke up this morning and i still feel tired . I wanted to start studying but my hands and brain wasnt being cooperative . It is so annoying that until now the only thing i manage to do is watch tv .
Screw u Lazyness . :( .

Method Of Studying . :)

*flip thru sejarah book* .
tanah melayu , semasa pemerintahan ...
*tgk dinding* .
*tgk katil* .
*sit on bed* .
*start baring2* .
then everything went pitch black . :P

Cleaning Up And Yelling At .

My room was messy as hell . and when my cousin wanted to 'tumpang' to pray i was so embarass to let her inside . When i managed to cleaned up anything that was obviously not for the public to see , i let her in then . When my cousins had both gone home . I tried cleaning up my room but my sister was there, she was there not to help but to mess it up again . I was so furious that i yell a her . N she called me mak cik yak yak . After I had cleaned n yell at my sister , my old fren Farah called , we did some catching up n i found out that she have not changed a bit . She is the same old farah with the same old laugh . :)

My annoyance towards little kids . :P

Well i just got up . And it is 2.22pm and suddenly my dad says Aliah , bagi this girl masuk . I said eh ? . And then i let her in . My sister is still sleeping and she was awaken by the girl . The girl really pisses me off when she starts to touch my lappie n leave her fingerprints on the screen , ish tak suka betul . Her little baby boy was adorable though . He smiles all the time n his smiles simply melts my inside . Now i have to go because there are guests downstairs i need to attend to them . So that's all for now . :) .

One Sad Night :( .

Its 4.37 am and my sister is making noise and asking me to go to bed . But i refused to ikot her ckp , well duhh , if not i will not be writing this rite now . My heart is beating really fast rite now as i kept on thinking about SPM which is getting nearer every minute of everyday . I am so scared that i will do everything that i can to avoid my textbooks . This is because everytime i try to study i will be a nervous wreck (i cant seem to know where to start , everytime i flip through the pages i realise that i still have so much more to learn n time is ticking away ) I feel so nervous all the time and only god knows how nervous and scared i feel everyday .I tried studying science just now , with my lappie on and well yeah i get distracted and i have been online from tadi until now . I feel that raya this year was no fun . We didnt balik kampung and it made matters worst . If balik kampung atleast i am on a holiday or atleast i feel like i am on a holiday . But if raya in KL it just seems to be like any other day . I am hoping after spm to parteyy like hell ( when i say party i mean sleep all day long, kluar with frens , watch movie n stuffs :P ) . I really hope so . :) . Thats all for now . Atleast i feel better now . :P . Nitey nitey .