The other day I was so bored that I ended up colouring Robert Pattinson's face until he looks like a total nut job . Haha . So here's a sneak peak of the heartthrob in a new movie called The gay Edward . HAHA . Noo offence to Robert's fanatic fans out there , I LOVE HIM SO MUCH TOO ! . Haha . This is only for laughing purposes . :) . His pimples make him look so cute . Haha .

My New Teacher .

I just finished my BM tuition with my new BM teacher . Haha . I must say , he talks really really slow . And he likes to repeat what he is saying for quite a number of times . Which irritates me a lil bit . Haha . :P . When I told my friends about me having BM tuition they were quite shocked cause to them BM is easy . But not to me . I dont know how to score BM . Cheh . Matsalleh lah katakan . :P . HAHA .

P.S: Oh , my new BM teacher speed it up a lil bit when u talk, can you . Are you driving a
Kancil ? .HAHA . Kidin kidin .

Ass Pee Em Syndrom .

To tell you the truth , I am really really scared .

I'm scared that i will disappoint the people I love , disappoint whoever that puts high hopes in me , and I am just scared of what people will think of me when i fail my spm .

But once again , it is WRONG to motivate myself in that way .

It is just so wrong .

Whatever I do now , is for me and me only .

No one else .

This is my future but this is not my everything .

Even if i fail Insya-Allah tak , I still have to move on .

SPM is about to start in two weeks time .

And I think I am still not well prepared .

Oh ! Damn it .

Four Eyed Monster .

I am now the four eyed monster . :( .

Now i look kinda exactly like my sister .

We both have sepet eyes and now I have to wear spectacles too .

How sad .

People always say 'you will never appreciate what you have until u lose it' .

I guess they are right .

New BedRoom Wallpaper .

This is my sister's wall . The tree with the hanging bird cage . It didnt come in one piece . So we had to stick it one by one . But it was totally worth it .

This one is mine . Isnt it lovely ? . :P .

Mummy's Birthday .

Happy Birthday Ma !!! .

On friday we went to Tony Roma's in pavillion and we celebrated her birthday there .

It was a fun night indeed when the waiters started to sing happy birthday and even some of the matsallehs there joined in . ;) .

Nik's Birthday Outing . ;)

The day started with:

I went to KL library this morning , to hantar calculator to my friend . So , masa kat sana we chit chat ( talked about girls stuff ;) ) . And then masa lunch , my dad's driver ambik from the library and pg school to fetch nik and off we go to KLCC . Masa kat sana i told nik im going to belanja her kat Chilli's and she said ok . So we went there and the man yg duduk at the entrance kata it was full and asked us to wait for half an hour . So we pon pegi TGV to beli movie tickets , because at first ingat nak makan dulu before tgk wayang but because Chili's penuh we had to change plans . Anyways , i asked nik nak watch ape , ( and the night before dah kata nak tgk Cloudy with a chance of meatball ) so it was like a rhetorical quest lah . But then nik ckp she nak tgk smthing else , haha my face from like this :) turns into this > :l . Haha . But we still ended up watching Cloudy with a chance of meatball . Haha yay me . When i was enjoying the movie SUDDENLY my accounts teacher send message saying that i have class with her today . Haha , gila takot ! . So i made up stupid excuses telling her i have smthing on and i cannot attend the class . Haha . After the movie , as planned we went to Chilli's and we both ordered burgers and some appetizers . Then , we did some heart to heart talk . Nik was reluctant at first but then she pon opened up . And before balik we took lots and lots of piccy's . Before i end this post i just want to say Happy Birthday Nik ! . And yeah i totally had a blast . ;) .

Change of Plans .

Time : 2.42 am .

I am feeling totally bored and yeah bored . I am reading my friends blog which was quite interesting . ;) .

Tommorow's plan was that i Go to school then to klcc with nik to watch movie and i will belanja her makan , you know like for her b'day prezzie . Another reason why i have to attend school was that I need to settle lots and lots and lots of stuff . Example , my school and prefect's testimoni and some other stuff . Totally menyusahkan , but what to do it has got to do with my future . But so , i had to cancel my plans oabout going to school as my friend nie lend me her calculator the other day and i totally forgot to give her back ( she pon lupa btw :P ) . So sebab she dah cannot tahan to get her calculator back and always call and message me to pg library KL , I have to lah . Tommorw tgk wayang will still be on but i have to duduk at Library until school finishes before me ( my dad's driver ) ambek nik from school and pg KLCC . Lain kali i am so not going to pinjam people's stuff cause mcm this situation like everything kena cancel this cancel that . Annoying betol .

That's it for now , have to sambung study , tommrw at library can sleep . Haha . ;) .

Renovation .

There is an on going construction behind my house and it is totally noisy and annoying too . You can barely here anything as the drilling drowns any sound . How freaking annoying . The construction started from morning and they have been drilling until now . I just hope they will stop before night falls as that is the time i really want to focus on my studies . Grrrrr . ;l .

Rude .

Just came back from Bangsar Village , my sister asked me to teman her because she nak beli some cd's . So , on the way there we stopped at BSN because i wanted to deposit some money . So masa we went to the counter , i gave that woman the money and the slip . And then she said with her super high pitched voice , why tak letak the total . I thought she would like , you know use the machine yg she ada to count it as it is more accurate that way . Ouh , how i dunno how malas she was . So , she started to yak yak yak . And i just said out loud ( loratnya this woman) . She abruptly kept quiet then . So when she finished counting and do sour faces which i thought was like seriously her face mcm nak sapu lantai , she gave me back the slip and I said thank u bitch . Haha . That was so low of me but i dont care as i felt totally satisfied . :P . What i am trying to say here is that , that campaign BUDI BAHASA BUDAYA KITA is a total BS . And it shows that goverment workers are all lazy bums and plain rude .

p/s : If its my fault pon because i didnt put the total , she could atleast say it in a nice manner . Budi bahasa budaya kita my ass . ;l .

Forced to .

On the way to my auntie's house . My mum asked me about my trials n this was the convo that we had .

Ma: How was ur result ? .
Me: Um 3A's,1B,2C's,1D .
Ma: HUH !! . What is the D ?.
Me: B.M ? .
Ma: What ?! . You have to start bucking up . If u fail bm u'll fail everything .
Me: I know . I will . Nanti . *sheepish smile* .
Ma: Later u go tanya Encik Ishak ( my economy teacher) asked him for a bm teacher
phone number .Buat crash course . Okay ? .
Me: I tout so too . Butt eeeee .
Ma: And i am going to buy surat khabar in malay . Which one u want ? .
Me: Eeeee ! I rather read 1000 english book rather than baca surat khabar malay .
eee.
Ma: You have too i dont care . Nak dpt A tak ? .
Me: *look at ma* . eeeee .

So now i am forced to read malay newspaper . Eeeeee ! . ;/

Bored .

This is wat i do when i am so bored . Take piccys of myself . Here are some and which are totally ugleyyy . Haha . ;P . One of it looks like my teeth is karat . Haha . But who cares .

Annoyed .

Just came back from accounts tuition . N this time she managed to bring my confidence level down some more . She kept on telling me that i am careless , how can i not be careless when i am so tired n her scrutinizing made everything even worst . I cant do anything when people is looking at me within such distance . I feel VERY uncomfortable . You got that teacher ?! . ;/

Utterly Proud .

Weeee . I managed to finish 4 chapters of sejarah in one nite . Tmmrw im goin to akila's open house n i am kinda excited . ;P . My eyes are sore rite now n i think im going to sleep . ;) . Gud Nite .

Regret .

I have not yet touch my revision book .
I know im going to regret it later for not studying .
But what to do , I'm a Naughty Girl ;P .

Moment Of Proudness .

Next Week my school is going to held another sort of exam to torture us with . It is what they call Gerak Gempur . I am so fed up that i am actually thinking of a way to just get away with it . But i dunt think my mom will let me . :/ . How annoying . Another thing is that my SPM trials was not what i expected it to be . It turns out great actually . Alhamdulilah . But now im scared that i will be complacent . Insya-Allah i will try my best . ;P . Another thing is that i managed to beat my classmates which i hate with my SPM trial result . *evil smile* . Thats all for now . ;) .

Confused .

Just came back from accounts tuition . My teacher told me that i am clever but it is just that i have short term memory . Was she tryin to say that im dumb but she wanted to say it in a nice way so she said that i have a short term memory ? . Is that it ? . Awwww , now i am so sad . :( .