Saturday, October 31, 2009

Ass Pee Em Syndrom .

To tell you the truth , I am really really scared .
I'm scared that i will disappoint the people I love , disappoint whoever that puts high hopes in me , and I am just scared of what people will think of me when i fail my spm .
But once again , it is WRONG to motivate myself in that way .
It is just so wrong .
Whatever I do now , is for me and me only .
No one else .
This is my future but this is not my everything .
Even if i fail Insya-Allah tak , I still have to move on .
SPM is about to start in two weeks time .
And I think I am still not well prepared .
Oh ! Damn it .

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