Sad . Hurt . Emptiness .
These feelings are really hunting me this week .
I'm not a good friend , well I kinda know that when my friends treat me like shit and when I treat them like shit too .
I'm sorry to be honest .
I was selfish , stupid and just plain blind .
I could not differentiate who is the one I should care , cherish and love .
I'm stupid I know .
I treat my good friends like garbage .
And I go crazy for someone who treats me like garbage .
DUMB DUMB DUMB .
What she did to me was hurtful and after considering it I am going to follow what my 'brain' says to me .
Leave her , find a better friend who will treat me like I mean something .
And I will .
But I can't actually let this matter go just like that .
It is not that easy .
But I know one day the wound that is on my heart , will heal .
And I really hope so .
:( .
These feelings are really hunting me this week .
I'm not a good friend , well I kinda know that when my friends treat me like shit and when I treat them like shit too .
I'm sorry to be honest .
I was selfish , stupid and just plain blind .
I could not differentiate who is the one I should care , cherish and love .
I'm stupid I know .
I treat my good friends like garbage .
And I go crazy for someone who treats me like garbage .
DUMB DUMB DUMB .
What she did to me was hurtful and after considering it I am going to follow what my 'brain' says to me .
Leave her , find a better friend who will treat me like I mean something .
And I will .
But I can't actually let this matter go just like that .
It is not that easy .
But I know one day the wound that is on my heart , will heal .
And I really hope so .
:( .
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