First Impression .

The first day of orientation was awkward but I managed to make friends . I can somehow identify potential friends and potential nemesis . LOL . It was a total culture shock cause I am not used to having boys as classmates and I DONT really like it . I am from an all girls school and in CBN we are somehow trained to have manners and stuff . Its not like they don't have manners or anything it is just , you know , boys will ALWAYS be boys . They act like hooligans and they are proud of it , and one thing I don't like is that they can't control themselves , to me when the elders or your seniors are talking , show them some respect and behave ATLEAST normally . Save the lame jokes for someone who gives a damn to laugh . And have some dignity please . If you are trying to do a joke , make sure the joke is not on you as you'll look like a fool .

I complained to my mom and I even cried because I can't stand some of the people there . It's like you know how the malays say it , bodoh tapi sombong . Some are stuck up and they think they are all that but the are mostly chicken shit . I am pissed cause its like I show you respect but instead of returning the favor back to me you slap me in the face . That is how I feel . And you even think that I'm dumb as a dumb person could be and its freakishly irritating to me . Who the heck are you to have the right to look down on me ? . Ni lah kerja org Melayu . Instead of helping each other out , they are more interested in bringing their own race down .

I know bashing about people on blogs and stuff is just plain childish but you don't expect me to go to that person's face and say What The F is wrong with you , do you ? . LOL . Nah , I won't do that . Not until that person does something bitchy and out of line . People kept on saying to me that Uni life is the time you will cherish so much . (My ass) . But I guess I beg to differ . This is what they said when I was in high school . I wasn't even sad to say goodbye but I literally dance my ass off as I said BYE BYE SCHOOL . LOL .

My family said , ''Aliah , you have to learn to loosen up . Don't be so uptight . Just have fun and stuff '' . I seriously don't know whether I can or not . I just don't . If any of you terasa or upset by my bad language or anything , I'm sorry . But this is just how I feel .