h.a.p.p.y new year .

2010 . Happy new year everyone . :D .

m.a.i.d.

Help me !!! . I've been trying to clean up the house but I am literally going out of my mind ! . I cleaned up this area , then there is another area that have to be clean . Sheesh . I cant complain cause i get paid to do all this . But it is just tiresome and boring and it takes lots of me time . :( . I need help .

P/S : I still have to 'sidai baju' , sweep the lawn and iron . OSH KOSH BIGOSH ! . ;l .

=_='' .

Here I am at 1 smthing in the morning reading ppl's blog and Fb status . To tell you the truth , Im bored to the core . But I cant say anything because before SPM I told my mom that I love holiday and trust me I wont be bored . And here I am only 1 month away and I literally have no idea what to do . Just great . ;l .

My trip to singapore was so-so .It wasnt that great . But I had a fantastic time shopping . Here are some pic to show u what i bought . :D .

Iron and Steam = Hot Hot Hot .

Baru habis menggosok .
Penat tak terkata .
I vowed to myself that I will help my mom to iron atleast 2 hours a day .
Eh but my hand and fingers jadi numb and lenguh like hell .
BUT wth , I get paid to do this torturous stuff .
:P .
Ouh ! , Cant wait for this friday's outing .
Siap dah shopping ptg tadi .
Haha .
Habis almost RM400 .
Heee . Mummy bagi spent .
:D .
Sweet shopping time .

P/S: Sorry for the 'rojak' language . Malas nak think . And this is how I talk in real life pown . All
hail Rojak Language . :D

Not So Far After All .

Right now I am at Holiday Villa Subang Jaya . No , I am not having lunch , dinner or whatsoever . I am staying here for the night . My dad has some business meeting tmmrw morning and he have to stay here for the night . So he asked us to join him , and my mom said yes . So here we are in Subang Jaya . Haha . I know what my frens will comment . They'll say 'aii in KL pon nak duduk hotel ?' . Haha . And I'll reply back 'biarlah' . HAHA . :P .

Simple Yet Fun .

Tonight's family outing was simple . We ate , we walk , we drink starbucks , we look , we laugh , we talk about the bad side of people and bla bla bla . The only thing that was missing is that we did not watch any movie . But it was still a fun family outing . And ouh yeah my dad was not with us tonite as he had some work to do outstation .

P.S : I never laugh so hard like tonight . Thank u mummy and sista . :) .

Freedom has never been sweeter .

For the past three days , I have been staring at my laptop non stop . When i woke up in the morning I switch on my laptop . After i finish my ekonomi tuition , i switch it on again . And shocking enough whenever I am glued to my study table aka my laptop table , I wont hear a single nagg . Shocking huh . Usually at times when I am so absorbed with facebook or just about anything that I do best when I'm online someone will constantly ask me to go study , do this or do that . Ouh well , I did not say that I don't like the freedom I am having now . It is just that , its weird . Anyways , I have another one more paper until I am officially having my full freedom . Joy to Aliah's world .

Note : To whoever out there who is constantly telling me that they are going to miss school da da da
da . Just STOP , cause it is freaking irritating . And stop asking whter I miss school or not
and bla bla , frankly I dont . :) .

Can someone feel like they are stupid , can they ? .

Can someone feel like they are stupid , can they ? . Yes they can . I'm feeling like a dumb person rite now . My english paper . My essay . I think even a Form 1 student can write better than what i wrote for my essay . It was cheesy , it was flat and it was dull . I think even the trip to the supermarket has much more interesting parts . When i had wanted to start on my essay , I had writer's block . I wasted 15 minutes . During that 15 minutes I stared at nothing waiting for ideas to come pouring in . I felt like crying . I felt like screaming . I was even shivering . I looked at my classmates and they all had started writing like nobody business . I talked to my sister about it . And I told my sister that I was hoping that after my english paper i wont have to think much about it or even worry about it . That i thought i would just aced it without having to think much about it . And so she said '' maybe you were a little bit over confident and so your brain did not get to work properly'' . And i guess she is right . But whatever it is . I had done my best . And the rest I'll leave it to Allah . :( .

I hate myself .

Yes me .

Me .

:( .

Suffocated .

I was sleeping like a log jnw , until i was awaken by a nightmarish dream of me suffocating . I dreamed that even though i breathe as hard that I could , I still could not feel the satisfaction of breathing and I was getting really really scared . And suddenly I was awake . Then , I noticed that my face was kissing the pillow and that was the cause of me feeling like i was suffocating . Oh , what a nightmare , because it turned out to be real .

Note: Even though I sleep for like about 4 hours I still feel so tired . :(( . ughhh .

Bum Mer .

Just went back from pavillion . ;( . What a bummer . Didnt get to watch any movie . The reason was that there was no nice movie as all the movie that are on me and my family had watch . Bummer bummer . :( .

Dark

Grrr ! .

I spend the last 5 hours in dark .

I hate the TNB people .

I had to study in the dark , eat in the dark and bath in the dark .

Damn them ! .

Scary .

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh ! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! .

That was what i heard when I was studying . Me and my sister was downstairs when we heard that loud screaming . We were downstairs at that time and I was quite shocked to hear that kind of screaming . Then we went out to check and we saw our neighbours were all outside too . They all were trying to find the source of that screaming . One of our neighbours said mana dia ? . Dia pergi mana ? . And he looked like he was about to go after someone . Then i realised that someone had been 'ragut' . We were all looking and searching but as it was really dark none of us saw anything . Then out of sudden this two motorist which was the policemen zoom quickly infront of our houses . I guess they were trying to catch the 'peragut' .

That incident makes me scared ouh . I know bangsar have lots of peraguts but i never nampak that kind of incident with my own eyes .

p/s : I hope the peraguts have been arrested . ;/

Terrified .

Ouh GOD ! .

Its third November already .

I have another 15 more days until there are no more turning backs and regretting .

I'm not even yet ready .

It is my future and I have absolutely no confidence in it .

Damn it .

The other day I was so bored that I ended up colouring Robert Pattinson's face until he looks like a total nut job . Haha . So here's a sneak peak of the heartthrob in a new movie called The gay Edward . HAHA . Noo offence to Robert's fanatic fans out there , I LOVE HIM SO MUCH TOO ! . Haha . This is only for laughing purposes . :) . His pimples make him look so cute . Haha .

My New Teacher .

I just finished my BM tuition with my new BM teacher . Haha . I must say , he talks really really slow . And he likes to repeat what he is saying for quite a number of times . Which irritates me a lil bit . Haha . :P . When I told my friends about me having BM tuition they were quite shocked cause to them BM is easy . But not to me . I dont know how to score BM . Cheh . Matsalleh lah katakan . :P . HAHA .

P.S: Oh , my new BM teacher speed it up a lil bit when u talk, can you . Are you driving a
Kancil ? .HAHA . Kidin kidin .

Ass Pee Em Syndrom .

To tell you the truth , I am really really scared .

I'm scared that i will disappoint the people I love , disappoint whoever that puts high hopes in me , and I am just scared of what people will think of me when i fail my spm .

But once again , it is WRONG to motivate myself in that way .

It is just so wrong .

Whatever I do now , is for me and me only .

No one else .

This is my future but this is not my everything .

Even if i fail Insya-Allah tak , I still have to move on .

SPM is about to start in two weeks time .

And I think I am still not well prepared .

Oh ! Damn it .

Four Eyed Monster .

I am now the four eyed monster . :( .

Now i look kinda exactly like my sister .

We both have sepet eyes and now I have to wear spectacles too .

How sad .

People always say 'you will never appreciate what you have until u lose it' .

I guess they are right .

New BedRoom Wallpaper .

This is my sister's wall . The tree with the hanging bird cage . It didnt come in one piece . So we had to stick it one by one . But it was totally worth it .

This one is mine . Isnt it lovely ? . :P .

Mummy's Birthday .

Happy Birthday Ma !!! .

On friday we went to Tony Roma's in pavillion and we celebrated her birthday there .

It was a fun night indeed when the waiters started to sing happy birthday and even some of the matsallehs there joined in . ;) .

Nik's Birthday Outing . ;)

The day started with:

I went to KL library this morning , to hantar calculator to my friend . So , masa kat sana we chit chat ( talked about girls stuff ;) ) . And then masa lunch , my dad's driver ambik from the library and pg school to fetch nik and off we go to KLCC . Masa kat sana i told nik im going to belanja her kat Chilli's and she said ok . So we went there and the man yg duduk at the entrance kata it was full and asked us to wait for half an hour . So we pon pegi TGV to beli movie tickets , because at first ingat nak makan dulu before tgk wayang but because Chili's penuh we had to change plans . Anyways , i asked nik nak watch ape , ( and the night before dah kata nak tgk Cloudy with a chance of meatball ) so it was like a rhetorical quest lah . But then nik ckp she nak tgk smthing else , haha my face from like this :) turns into this > :l . Haha . But we still ended up watching Cloudy with a chance of meatball . Haha yay me . When i was enjoying the movie SUDDENLY my accounts teacher send message saying that i have class with her today . Haha , gila takot ! . So i made up stupid excuses telling her i have smthing on and i cannot attend the class . Haha . After the movie , as planned we went to Chilli's and we both ordered burgers and some appetizers . Then , we did some heart to heart talk . Nik was reluctant at first but then she pon opened up . And before balik we took lots and lots of piccy's . Before i end this post i just want to say Happy Birthday Nik ! . And yeah i totally had a blast . ;) .

Change of Plans .

Time : 2.42 am .

I am feeling totally bored and yeah bored . I am reading my friends blog which was quite interesting . ;) .

Tommorow's plan was that i Go to school then to klcc with nik to watch movie and i will belanja her makan , you know like for her b'day prezzie . Another reason why i have to attend school was that I need to settle lots and lots and lots of stuff . Example , my school and prefect's testimoni and some other stuff . Totally menyusahkan , but what to do it has got to do with my future . But so , i had to cancel my plans oabout going to school as my friend nie lend me her calculator the other day and i totally forgot to give her back ( she pon lupa btw :P ) . So sebab she dah cannot tahan to get her calculator back and always call and message me to pg library KL , I have to lah . Tommorw tgk wayang will still be on but i have to duduk at Library until school finishes before me ( my dad's driver ) ambek nik from school and pg KLCC . Lain kali i am so not going to pinjam people's stuff cause mcm this situation like everything kena cancel this cancel that . Annoying betol .

That's it for now , have to sambung study , tommrw at library can sleep . Haha . ;) .

Renovation .

There is an on going construction behind my house and it is totally noisy and annoying too . You can barely here anything as the drilling drowns any sound . How freaking annoying . The construction started from morning and they have been drilling until now . I just hope they will stop before night falls as that is the time i really want to focus on my studies . Grrrrr . ;l .

Rude .

Just came back from Bangsar Village , my sister asked me to teman her because she nak beli some cd's . So , on the way there we stopped at BSN because i wanted to deposit some money . So masa we went to the counter , i gave that woman the money and the slip . And then she said with her super high pitched voice , why tak letak the total . I thought she would like , you know use the machine yg she ada to count it as it is more accurate that way . Ouh , how i dunno how malas she was . So , she started to yak yak yak . And i just said out loud ( loratnya this woman) . She abruptly kept quiet then . So when she finished counting and do sour faces which i thought was like seriously her face mcm nak sapu lantai , she gave me back the slip and I said thank u bitch . Haha . That was so low of me but i dont care as i felt totally satisfied . :P . What i am trying to say here is that , that campaign BUDI BAHASA BUDAYA KITA is a total BS . And it shows that goverment workers are all lazy bums and plain rude .

p/s : If its my fault pon because i didnt put the total , she could atleast say it in a nice manner . Budi bahasa budaya kita my ass . ;l .

Forced to .

On the way to my auntie's house . My mum asked me about my trials n this was the convo that we had .

Ma: How was ur result ? .
Me: Um 3A's,1B,2C's,1D .
Ma: HUH !! . What is the D ?.
Me: B.M ? .
Ma: What ?! . You have to start bucking up . If u fail bm u'll fail everything .
Me: I know . I will . Nanti . *sheepish smile* .
Ma: Later u go tanya Encik Ishak ( my economy teacher) asked him for a bm teacher
phone number .Buat crash course . Okay ? .
Me: I tout so too . Butt eeeee .
Ma: And i am going to buy surat khabar in malay . Which one u want ? .
Me: Eeeee ! I rather read 1000 english book rather than baca surat khabar malay .
eee.
Ma: You have too i dont care . Nak dpt A tak ? .
Me: *look at ma* . eeeee .

So now i am forced to read malay newspaper . Eeeeee ! . ;/

Bored .

This is wat i do when i am so bored . Take piccys of myself . Here are some and which are totally ugleyyy . Haha . ;P . One of it looks like my teeth is karat . Haha . But who cares .

Annoyed .

Just came back from accounts tuition . N this time she managed to bring my confidence level down some more . She kept on telling me that i am careless , how can i not be careless when i am so tired n her scrutinizing made everything even worst . I cant do anything when people is looking at me within such distance . I feel VERY uncomfortable . You got that teacher ?! . ;/

Utterly Proud .

Weeee . I managed to finish 4 chapters of sejarah in one nite . Tmmrw im goin to akila's open house n i am kinda excited . ;P . My eyes are sore rite now n i think im going to sleep . ;) . Gud Nite .

Regret .

I have not yet touch my revision book .
I know im going to regret it later for not studying .
But what to do , I'm a Naughty Girl ;P .

Moment Of Proudness .

Next Week my school is going to held another sort of exam to torture us with . It is what they call Gerak Gempur . I am so fed up that i am actually thinking of a way to just get away with it . But i dunt think my mom will let me . :/ . How annoying . Another thing is that my SPM trials was not what i expected it to be . It turns out great actually . Alhamdulilah . But now im scared that i will be complacent . Insya-Allah i will try my best . ;P . Another thing is that i managed to beat my classmates which i hate with my SPM trial result . *evil smile* . Thats all for now . ;) .

Confused .

Just came back from accounts tuition . My teacher told me that i am clever but it is just that i have short term memory . Was she tryin to say that im dumb but she wanted to say it in a nice way so she said that i have a short term memory ? . Is that it ? . Awwww , now i am so sad . :( .

Proud .

*Smiling proudly at myself* .
I managed to finish one chapter despite being infront of my lappie .
Weee ! . :)
(I'm reading sejarah btw) .

I Hate Lazyness .

I woke up this morning and i still feel tired . I wanted to start studying but my hands and brain wasnt being cooperative . It is so annoying that until now the only thing i manage to do is watch tv .
Screw u Lazyness . :( .

Method Of Studying . :)

*flip thru sejarah book* .
tanah melayu , semasa pemerintahan ...
*tgk dinding* .
*tgk katil* .
*sit on bed* .
*start baring2* .
then everything went pitch black . :P

Cleaning Up And Yelling At .

My room was messy as hell . and when my cousin wanted to 'tumpang' to pray i was so embarass to let her inside . When i managed to cleaned up anything that was obviously not for the public to see , i let her in then . When my cousins had both gone home . I tried cleaning up my room but my sister was there, she was there not to help but to mess it up again . I was so furious that i yell a her . N she called me mak cik yak yak . After I had cleaned n yell at my sister , my old fren Farah called , we did some catching up n i found out that she have not changed a bit . She is the same old farah with the same old laugh . :)

My annoyance towards little kids . :P

Well i just got up . And it is 2.22pm and suddenly my dad says Aliah , bagi this girl masuk . I said eh ? . And then i let her in . My sister is still sleeping and she was awaken by the girl . The girl really pisses me off when she starts to touch my lappie n leave her fingerprints on the screen , ish tak suka betul . Her little baby boy was adorable though . He smiles all the time n his smiles simply melts my inside . Now i have to go because there are guests downstairs i need to attend to them . So that's all for now . :) .

One Sad Night :( .

Its 4.37 am and my sister is making noise and asking me to go to bed . But i refused to ikot her ckp , well duhh , if not i will not be writing this rite now . My heart is beating really fast rite now as i kept on thinking about SPM which is getting nearer every minute of everyday . I am so scared that i will do everything that i can to avoid my textbooks . This is because everytime i try to study i will be a nervous wreck (i cant seem to know where to start , everytime i flip through the pages i realise that i still have so much more to learn n time is ticking away ) I feel so nervous all the time and only god knows how nervous and scared i feel everyday .I tried studying science just now , with my lappie on and well yeah i get distracted and i have been online from tadi until now . I feel that raya this year was no fun . We didnt balik kampung and it made matters worst . If balik kampung atleast i am on a holiday or atleast i feel like i am on a holiday . But if raya in KL it just seems to be like any other day . I am hoping after spm to parteyy like hell ( when i say party i mean sleep all day long, kluar with frens , watch movie n stuffs :P ) . I really hope so . :) . Thats all for now . Atleast i feel better now . :P . Nitey nitey .